cheesy

When you smiled first time
and quickly turned your head away
blushing a little
embarrassed
by the moment of true spontaneity 
When you greeted me with that fire in your eyes
every time
to rekindle the warmth within 
that had long since been gone
When we first traded a few words of banality
When you waved your hand gracefully
to bid good bye
like no one ever did before
just to put up the coarse wall of reserved silence
for good
for worse
like no one did before
like no one ever will
all these cheesy trivialities
now made me plain sick
I just dead hate it